I need it just to maintain 'Cause the bleak reality is terrible And last night mum was practically hysterical People I thought would care, couldn't care
Shit was scary to me, if something happened to you, What'll happen to us, like I'm living vicariously. I seen your life flash, right past, my reaction buried deep inside
on freezing South Street And all those mornings watching you Get ready for school You combed your hair inside that mirror The one you painted blue and glued with jewelry tears Something
of me as something you can control But not predict the backlash Suppressed inside, pent up terror mounts You created me Ghastly automaton exacerbates your plight Your suffering
and I don't see devils I saw three different escalators that lead to three levels I stepped on the first one making sure to be careful So I fluid field
[Verse 1] I feel reinvigorated, don?t fuck with the boss I?d rather cut my own throat before suffering loss Anybody fucking with me get hung on the cross
. I'm X'd up but I see you drinking to an early grave. I speak my mind, and my mind's telling me that I don't care, I don't care. Nobody gives a fuck
but I need it just to maintain 'Cause the bleak reality is terrible And last night mom was practically hysterical People I thought would care, couldn't care
If your nigga ain't faithful, then fuck him too I don't trust to many niggaz, just roll with a few East New York, flooded with Bloods I took care of
" She laughs in the night "Don't catch me, I'll return When the wheel comes around Do not feel fear Or think about me We're all born to suffer We're all
tell me how I feel you don't know just how I feel I stay inside my bed I have lived so many lives all in my head don't tell me that you care there really
to love someone who pushes you aside I guess I had to walk away for something change For all the times you made me cry I felt scared and sick inside
And all your heroes will fail you Give up hope I don't care and I'm through hearing you justify You've given up and I know you've fucking died inside
deep inside they're scared (so scared) Fear pumped into their veins to keep them from their destiny Where would they be if you and I don't care? [Hook
me It's always something that made you what you are You're dead inside You killed your pride I won't be there And no one cares Your insecurity The failure
It's something that's inside Something that makes us strive It's not the voice in my head Or your poor streets They place the blame on you They place